Monday, May 7, 2018

Pornography addiction, masturbation, willpower, and demons

Pornography is a ritual in which your semen (life seed) is the ultimate sacrifice. That's why it is so difficult to stop to people who've been doing it for numerous times. Succubi and Incubi want their payment and the more you consume pornography, the stronger the influence of these demons are over you. This is done through habit. You find this alternative to produce more dopamine while doing less work for it.

Pornography associates sexuality with power and/or control. Both of those constructs are demonic. Playing games is one thing, actually believing in acquiring power or control via sexuality is another. Those two things turn eroticism into demonic ritual prayers.

Like in any game you pay the initial price before an ability is even activated. By deciding to jerk it you've already given your energy away. Shitting consumes energy. Sleeping consumes energy. Breathing consumes energy. You have a finite amount and literally everything you do minuses it.


The Spawn comic was very near the mark in this regard.


When you're out of energy you wind up where you belong. To sit and find actual joy in doing something you think is torment for another entity regardless of alignment is the kind of shit demons pull. Take a guess on where you're going to end up and with who or what. Every single action shapes the stone of the statue that will be your final form.
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The human body is naturally hardwired with some desires, eating as the desire for food for example. The conscious mind can recondition the organism's behavior. Think of it like eliminating an addiction.

If you were a smoker and wanted to quit, you'd have two challenges:

First, you'd need to overcome the chemical desire for nicotine

Next, you'd need to eliminate smoking from your set of physical behaviors.

Sexual activity has a twofold component, too: 

First, there's the circumstances you have associated with the behavior. Many people use sexual activity for recreation or relaxation. When such a person finds themselves without any immediate activity, they spend the idle time chasing an orgasm. 

Second, there's the chemical association with sexual activity. The neurological effects of orgasm are not well understood by society, but it's basically the ultimate conditioning tool for the organism. You can tell because the overwhelming majority of human society is organized around the distribution of sexual activity.
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Combining pornography and masturbation is self-reinforcing. Every time you have an orgasm while focusing on copulation, that act increases the likelihood that you will focus on copulation.

Even though it might seem that the behavior can be walled-off from the rest of your life, it can't. Much like the heroin junkie thinks they're doing fine, but they're always either high or looking to score some smack, somewhere in your unconscious behavior you will be driven to seek opportunities to engage in that sort of sexual activity.

Spiritually speaking, sexuality is the act of creation. It creates a new life. This is the role of sexuality in ultimate reality. It feels good when you orgasm because in that moment you are connected with God (the 'creator') and the pure loving vibrational frequencies that is God rushes into your body forcefully. This is why the orgasm is experienced in the way it is. It is seemingly infinite and completely brief because any more injection of those high frequencies would literally destroy your body because it would be unable to house that kind of energy. 

Pornography  takes all of that spiritual and crucial understanding out of the picture. It makes sexuality a purely mechanical activity for the purpose of physical gratification only. So you are being flooded with God-level energy but your mind and spirit are operating at a very low frequency. 

"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do."  -Johann Wolfgang von Goeth

Quitting a bad behavior is a matter of will over form. As a student, you have no doubt puled all-nighters to study for a test or write a paper. The body wanted sleep, but you wanted to accomplish something. The goal of accomplishment overrode the desire. Similarly, when you experience sexual desire, you can choose to wait-it-out. It's tough, not for everyone, but when you are in control of the base physical desires, you won't experience limitation in the same way you do while out of control. 

By either eliminating or displacing the mental association between sexual activity and recreation, you can gain a huge measure of creative thought. The forward proposition is that sexual activity creates a narrowing of possible behaviors by constraining your goals to the single act, always looking for sex. 

In reverse, the lack of sexual activity broadens your possible behaviors, as the goal is no longer singularly defined. Humans have human thoughts, and those thoughts are constrained within very specific boundaries. The human further constrains their thoughts through desire-based behavioral conditioning.

Think about the spiritual and metaphysical consequences of instant sexual gratification that comes from pornography. Many religions prohibit manual release, in fact it seems that it's more looked down upon than sex before marriage, and tantra itself forbids sexual release of any kind before initiation, and before control is taught.

What sort of woman would agree to this? To becoming an object of lust to random men? And how does this affect her soul, her aura? These aren't just women-they feed off this desire. 

Despite plastic surgery and all sorts of enhancements, women in porn all look the same, they are just marketed differently. Flat women look like other flat women in porn, busty women look like other busty women, older women look like other older women. They all have this particular "look" to them. Physically they have different colored hair or tattoos or scars, but put them all together and you can't tell who's who unless you are really familiar with their work.

Also, porn scenes do not stay in your mind. Go ahead and try to recall the last porn scene you saw; odds are, you can't. You can remember it vaguely, but not fully. Meanwhile, you can recall your sexual experiences, any, down to the last detail. What time of day it was, what you wore that day, how long it lasted-even if it happened years ago you will be able to recall it with a 99% accuracy. 

Many of the after effects of masturbation are very similar to encounters with energy vampires. You can claim it has to do with hormones or endorphins, but at the end of the day you aren't really sure yourself. 

In conclusion, it's possible that pornstars are, in a sense, succubi. The idea that they could feed on your energy while being thousands of miles away is also possible. If they aren't succubi, then they are being controlled by one.  Both scenarios are essentially two sides of the same coin anyway.


Hypocritical of me, I know...(NSFW)


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