I know I warned you
but it still feels mean
I just wanna be a kid and gleam
the way we could dance around lucidity
the way we could dream.
i prayed we would come to
but my day turned green
it doesn't mean much to you
but it means much to be seen
i tried to hide the anguish
and it worked for a second
I don't wanna make you feel down
so i'm poetically beckoned
i yearn to be in between
the thoughts that collide
the feelings this body deified...
i yearn to be free of
languishing adour
the ancestral trigger
loss after loss
until we can finally see the picture
the seconds go longer
until what remains of these
idle eyes
idyll ties
the beauty of these mired I's
"rewind and bring it back"
says the creatures giggling in the snow
they're freezing but deep down
this is all that they know
still I see what remains beneath.
what holds the soul between what is
behind.
still i see what remains out of sight.
the relic of this mind...
what it means to be kind
i wistfully frown
pleading to share thy crown
not in solidarity but
the shadows of your renown
