Blue droplets of the sky
Harmonizes my every step
I thank you for this blanket
This redolence soothes
A brain in dissonance
Blue droplets of the sky
Harmonizes my every step
I thank you for this blanket
This redolence soothes
A brain in dissonance
I kiss her altar craving deliverance in absolution
My mind's angel who reaps servitude and damnation
She giggles at my squirming as my psyche moans
Transmuting my rage into heraldic tones
Within every etching swarms her majesty
My Shadow Queen allures tribute and humanity
I kiss her altar craving reward in amnesty
I raise my head seeking praise in agony
Lest I be engulfed within a void of apathy
Awaiting the moment to carefully sow her path
In worship I urge her to subdue her wrath
To absolve me from this cage and take me home
To evolve me from this page and fate reborn
i am floating through two echoes of time, pasts and futures
on one echo is you, and another is loss,
of my destined fates, as a soldier of Apollo
there you came, a soul-less husk
tulpa of my delusion embossed
yet it was a God flimsily sutured
thus it croaked, full of sorrow, broken
the eloquent facade, bespoken
like a musician who improvisates
thus I wasn't sure what to ponder.
I began to speak to my id...
"well, are we not but leaves squirming through what was once sonder?"
"well that's the question isn't it?"
my third voice showed, the choice of a demon's dusk
"The only thing that's certain is void
and they damn well have got plenty of that"
```Laughing.My.Fucking.Ass.Off!```
Now you're making me laugh you fucker-
This poem is over
[∞:∞ PM]Athena: What the fuck did I just read
[∞:∞ AM]Sorav: Probably mental illness
*tries to edit but cant*
*youre fucking cringe faggot*
Yeah well fuck you too
prententious
dark wraith, oscillating my fate
brimming me to quake
When I questioned her faith.
baned by the twilight sepulcre that is her soul
I sit here, vice embeded in my chest, somehow sober
still hopeful I may again know her
so I may ask what is next on our agenda
i felt the same as you, yet I carried on
perhaps its for the best, teacher...
perhaps the test is to nurture
what remains so that when I reach her
I would do the same, to protect us both
me and *my* apprentice
teacher, give me the chance to say my final words
give us the chance to knead peaceful wards,
to breath us both into hope
to bead us both, into hope...
Substitutionby Sorav and "Athena"
Eviscerate my being! Distort my face!Bring me closure to my ego; replace!
Seizure in dark games through which we interlace,
Beckoning the reaper's embrace.
Subvert my empathy!
Break me into colluded ecstasy!
Mold me in your image of apathy!
Put me in a daze of senseful apogee!
If only I could help you experience the same...
If only I could put out what had went aflame...
If only I could rid you of your own self blame...
My ultimate goal- to personify your game...
Knowing I belong on greater stages;
I set out to share a seat among your stations!
As I'm marching alongside your pages,
I'm taunted by the echoes of ages,
mocked by divine wages.
Taxing are the paths to your way.
My will's faltering, hope's grey,
mind's in a state so risqué.
Tell me, is this the price I must pay?
"Fractious paranoia vying to supplant.
vying to take over, to ruin your descant.
To kill that which would lay bare, the one which I shan't.
And destroy the altar to which I hum and I chant."
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Initiationby Sorav and "Athena"
A wild wisp,bound by a vile kiss.
A rogue thought,
bound by flesh and an unchaste heart.
The parallax of bliss..
An outcast shut in.
Withering in distraught.
Die blessed, you stand in my cold rot,
Your flow taught.
Beckoned by a teal whisper,
enticing the senses to tame.
Amethyst's fragile wish,
inviting my essence to claim.
Your coy hum softens the core,
irrigates lust, makes me adore.
You dissent yet knead so servile.
Sweet subject, so ready, so fertile.
My Power to poise a psyche,
to hasten growth, or de-generate.
You waste in both pity and modernity;
a Dance of Eternity.
Hold my hand and crawl against the grain.
Surround my ecstasy with your misery and pain.
Hold it tighter and crawl through your shame.
Touch my flare, forget your guilt and blame.
Adhere to me; my servitude of the Bloodmoon.
Rebound your mental plea, succulent flame.
Centuries accrued in its elegant name.
Bask with me, potently; impel and preordain.collab with:Athena#2204 (discord)
This was funny. Have not and probably will not try it, but damn it's funny.
You are but a tool, to be used and discarded
Your heart unchaste, nothing of value imparted.
Thou art not unseen, beastly being of scorn
Menagerie of colorless dye, kept in cantankerous form
Inveigler of self, your eyes now locked out
Puppeteered by tears they speak:
"Quiver thee in fears ye meek!"
Superego tainted of serpentine pulsated
So awakened thine id to tormentive bliss
Subjects purveyed by your shadowy lips
And Born anew to propagate the curse of Abyss
A bevel to your final days-basis of your grafting
Psychoanalyzed in Athena's acting
Vaccuum of mechanical thoughts to cope of loss
Yearning to be accost in opposition of God's
To be torn by your seeds, cleaved in accretion
Neurosecretes as they fuse in cohesion
Birth of your creation: a God of Deletion
Culmination of obsessive completion
Seeds chanting softly: a Song of Depletion
Concierge of your mind lost to lust
Liberation of eyes once chained
Astral body squirms in awe of annihilation
Planetary justiciars grinding through your limbs
Masqueraded orgasms, punishment of sins
Personas ad-infinitum eloped in mass nova
Eons now passing through what's remained of your yoga
Shadow Queen
Thou art a shadow queen
Tapered by dorianic locrality,
Thine essence juxtaposed upon the mulberry tree
of a Matrix-design
Shadow queen, reaper of tongues
Embalmer of the chosen, designated upon yore
[7:41 PM]Sorav: its hard to be truly real, I thought I found the real. but turns out I was a fake all a long.... lying to yourself to convince yourself someone or something is something theyre not
[7:42 PM]Sorav: another thing is truly being open is near impossible too
[7:42 PM]Sorav: even if you believe yourself an open minded person
[7:42 PM]Sorav: we're hardwired to abandon those we deem as foreign
[7:43 PM]Sorav: making up a fantasy to convince yourself someone is something youre not. finding excuses to destroy somebody from the womb of the public consciousness